Well, I finally got those damn color exercises done... and they suck. Never doing a gradient for a border ever again, going through hoops trying to make it work isn't worth the time nor the energy. So those went horribly.
And now I have to start flash. I'm out of my element now, pfffft.
So now I have to go like the wind to catch up. Ugh.
Everything is so frustrating! I knew that staying home sick would eff my schedule up, and now I'm behind. Damn you stress-induced-48-hour-virus! I hate making work up.
Also regular school is so boring that I hardly feel the need to do anything there anymore. Which isn't good. I have no normal classes, most of it is for college credit and if I frick up now... I don't know. I really hope it isn't as bad as it seems to me.
I just don't see a reason to do stupid regular school projects anymore. I really don't learn anything from it, it wastes time, they're all rather imbecilic. It's BS. I hate doing it. As stressful as Boces can get, it's still interesting. It's not boring.
I hate boring things.
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I really need to find a way to relax. I can't keep being so stressed, a little stress = good. A lot = bad.
Pfffffffffffffft....
I only have a few minutes so I didn't bother starting my (late) tutorials. I probably would only get two steps done before we had to go. I'm not doing something pointless.
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Had to run the mile today. I hated it. But I think I'm getting into better shape. My time was 13:33 (Understand I'm Captain Slow) And I was only slightly dead from it. Not completely. Huzzah!
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So. Much. To do. I'll be the end of me.
Meh, I don't know, I just hope things get better.
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