Wednesday, May 4, 2011

What, we had blogs this week??

Ok, so imma just gonna post super quick.
I really don't have time to do a good one, so sorry.
Too busy, not enough time.
Oh well, I have to work on a project,
If I go home, get everything done such as chores and laundry, then do homework, take an hour break, then pull an all nighter with about two hours of sleep if, I will have about....
10-12 hours to work on it... give or take...
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Challenge accepted. >:D
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I'm gonna need a bigger cup of coffee.

-Serious Moment-

I'm kinda freaking out cause I don't wanna fail anything. I don't to have my parents & family brag about me and then turn around just to see me fail. I really want to get into animation next year, it's really more of my area and there's really nothing I want more then to get in that class next year...

Some say failure isn't an option, but it TOTALLY is! It's just a super crappy one. And I've blown too many fuses this year to give up now. So I'm just going to give it my all and probably pass out in the process.
This year, I've had every single thing come my way to keep me from doing an excellent job, only reason I'm still here is my damn pride and I'm still trying. I've blown some things off, I realize so I can't really blame anyone for not succeeding, but I don't believe it was just me. Many outside forces seemed to have worked against me...
But, no one can say that I didn't try hard enough.
I've worked myself so much and got so stressed that It gave me health problems...
But even if I do fail...
Even if my best wasn't good enough...
I've still learned so much from this.
From Boces along with the people in it (Love you all), from applying to college courses, from getting a "I'll sleep when it's done," Mentality... I believe this experience has helped grow as a person.
I'm sure I still have a long way to go in life, in fact every year I look back and say, "Wow, I didn't know shite." So, I don't know what's going to happen.
Time will tell, life will keep going, and I'll keep learning. Even if I fail, it doesn't mean I haven't learned anything.
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...... But still if I could pass everything, that would be a great thing! :D


...Yes. >:3

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